stars

for j

fingernails crack
scatter the sky catch
 
as hangnails clinging
to the black fingers of night
 
shining stubborn
this glowingness
 
the glitter on your face
ambition never tears
 
words hold you up
set the bridge of your nose
 
such rock femininity
men stand incredulous.
 
under the thumbnail
of your allure
 
they use you
less than you use them
 
feed needs beyond
what you believe you need
 
they give swelled heat hot
and ready tongues
 
eager to please
possess
 
and you pare yourself off
like fingernail crescent
 
gifts to them
dark hands cupped catch
 
moon and stars
 
early 1997
s.spachman